I have no words, I have been trying for the past few days to describe how I’ve been feeling and I just can’t find my words.
Full, that’s the best way to describe it. I have closed the chapter of the unknown in my life.
This past weekend I met my biological mother. It was such a sacred time together I don’t want to disrespect it by blabbing it all over the internet, but I will say our families met and spent some time together and I had a wonderful time. I have a better understanding of her.
It was an amazing feeling to hug, kiss and tell her that I love her and to thank her for the choices she has made for me. That part I think I might still be in shock over, I can’t believe I saw her face in person, right in front of me. She is beautiful, she is kind, she is a part of me.
So, what’s does this mean? What has changed? What’s different? Honestly, not a lot. I still do may daily routine. I still have my family and friends. I just feel full, that hole that I had inside me has been filled and I have a new budding relationship with Karen.
Next? Meet Stan!
I don’t think I could have asked for a better experience.
* All names have been changed to protect their privacy.*