In the last few weeks I went from having one older brother to having 4 half brothers!!!! What in the world! I am one girl of 5 boys! The younger boys don't know about me yet. The oldest who I mentioned a few posts back was adopted as well. He is the only one that… Continue reading Oh Brother …
You know my dad? How would you know my dad, and how does he not know?!?! OOOooooo wait, father as in biological father not my dad?!? Okay, really?! Wow! Hmm I always knew the pregnancy was a hidden pregnancy. Being hidden, I just assumed my biological father never knew about me. So although the curiosity… Continue reading Dad? Wait; What?
I am open to you ... let that sink in for a minute. See I spent a portion of my life feeling unwanted, I was convinced I was not a wanted child. Looking back on it, that's absurd, but it's how I felt at one point. To get a note saying I am open to… Continue reading I’m Open To You Part 2.
My world has been turned upside down and rolled over these last two weeks. It all started with a message on ancestry "I see we are related, how are we related?" Can I put in the big eyed emoji? Does it show through 😳? What??? I never expected the next several days to be what… Continue reading I am open to you.
Why now? Why at 33 years old did I get this whole thing started? Why not 18 when I was a legal adult? Why not 21 when I was a "true" adult? At 25 I discovered my records were destroyed, losing all hope. So why now? What promomted me at 33 years old to order… Continue reading Expectations
* This post was written a couple of weeks ago, in the meantime a whole lot has happened and changed, so this will be written in several posts* I had an interesting day the other day. A couple weeks ago I got hit with a whirl of emotions I thought I've dealt with and moved on from. It… Continue reading Logic vs. Emotion
Life is what you make of it. It's not always going to be good and the bad doesn't have to be detrimental. It's all in the way you handle it. Through out our lifetime we make choices. Some of them are right on point and exactly what we should be doing ... others, not so… Continue reading Rainbows, Kittens and Unicorn Farts
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything, and I’ve tried to figure out why. I've started and stopped over and over again, but it just seems jumbled and random, and just never made sense. So today I am going to sit and just write. I think one of my biggest hang ups has been trying… Continue reading My Beginning …
Two days ago I was driving home, alone with my thoughts and realized it's been one month since I got my DNA results and had a match with BFM. I started to mentally re-prepare myself for the possibility that I may never have my answers I so longed to know. I could see that BFM… Continue reading Expect The Unexpected
I am having so much fun with this family tree thing! I've discovered I am able to create TWO trees! Eeekk!! How amazing is that? I have my Biological tree which consisted of Hubster and I with the BrothersDunne and Hubster's immediate family, for now. I haven't plugged in any of the family… Continue reading The Giving Tree