I have no words, I have been trying for the past few days to describe how I've been feeling and I just can't find my words. Full, that's the best way to describe it. I have closed the chapter of the unknown in my life. This past weekend I met my biological mother. It was… Continue reading The Missing Piece
You know my dad? How would you know my dad, and how does he not know?!?! OOOooooo wait, father as in biological father not my dad?!? Okay, really?! Wow! Hmm I always knew the pregnancy was a hidden pregnancy. Being hidden, I just assumed my biological father never knew about me. So although the curiosity… Continue reading Dad? Wait; What?
Why now? Why at 33 years old did I get this whole thing started? Why not 18 when I was a legal adult? Why not 21 when I was a "true" adult? At 25 I discovered my records were destroyed, losing all hope. So why now? What promomted me at 33 years old to order… Continue reading Expectations
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything, and I’ve tried to figure out why. I've started and stopped over and over again, but it just seems jumbled and random, and just never made sense. So today I am going to sit and just write. I think one of my biggest hang ups has been trying… Continue reading My Beginning …
Two days ago I was driving home, alone with my thoughts and realized it's been one month since I got my DNA results and had a match with BFM. I started to mentally re-prepare myself for the possibility that I may never have my answers I so longed to know. I could see that BFM… Continue reading Expect The Unexpected
I am having so much fun with this family tree thing! I've discovered I am able to create TWO trees! Eeekk!! How amazing is that? I have my Biological tree which consisted of Hubster and I with the BrothersDunne and Hubster's immediate family, for now. I haven't plugged in any of the family… Continue reading The Giving Tree
I can't keep my head straight this past week. I've written several drafts and none seem quite on track. I have been floating on cloud nine since I received my DNA matches. I really didn't get a whole lot of information. I don't have a name or a location, but I have a picture. I… Continue reading I just can’t focus
I never thought in my wildest dreams I'd ever have someone other than my children that I'd look like ... As you've probably already guessed there was a DNA match on my spit sample. The whole point of doing this blog was to let go, release my thoughts and my fears and maybe help someone… Continue reading What’s in a face?
I had a hard time sleeping this morning. I woke up super early and I just laid in bed and played around on my phone. You know the normal stuff, Facebook, instagram, nail tutorials, looking at dream houses hehe. I started to finally feel sleepy so I figure let me clean out my mailbox and… Continue reading What Am I
Children love to hear stories from when they were little, especially their birth stories. I was no different, but my story was a little different than all my friends growing up. There are twelve years between my older brother and I. TWELVE!!!! J. Man is my parents biological son. J. Man was born with Cerebral… Continue reading A Baby Story